:(

"I'm sorry i constantly want to talk to you. i'm sorry i get sad when you take long to reply. i'm sorry if i come off as annoying,if you don't wanna talk to me as much as i wanna talk to you,if i think about you too much & too often,if i tell you about my pointless drama when you don't really care,if i come off as being clingy,but it's just me missing you.

i don't understand how can i smile all day long but cry myself to sleep at night. how pictures never change but the people in them do. how my best friend can become my worst enemy,or how strange it is when my worst enemy turns into my best friend. how forever turns into a few short months that i'd do almost anything to get back. how even though i know something is best for you,it just hurts me the same. how the people who once wanted to spend every second with you,think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. how people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. how people can erase me from their lives just because it's easier than working things out."

i know you're not going to be the old you just the same :(

but i promise i'll never make that same dumb mistakes.

i love you. its hard & i just cant handle if i losing you.

♥ghais